Title: Fear that blinds me.
In difficulties, fear helps in evolution. Lapidate the fear that blocks me, paralyzes me, transform FEAR into TEMOR; develop successes, have the courage to follow, understand that I was blind and now I see.
Physical blindness is one of the greatest difficulties and challenges an individual can go through, his inability to see through physical means leads him to develop other skills to build his daily survival.
I lived in constant Fear of blindness, but of the spiritual blindness of contemporary man in constant social conflicts, I noticed the internal maladjustments, traumas, hopelessness, generalized violence. When I remember blindness, I remember José Saramago: “The worst blindness is mental, which makes us not recognize what we have in front of us”.
When the possibility of physical blindness became real, turning it into fear was incisive. After all, he needed to have the vision to experience beauty and chaos. You can't have control of everything, you can't live wiping ice. Facing these monsters, mental and physical, and stopping being afraid is a Herculean exercise. However, I took the focus off something that paralyzed me, the lights and shadows that pass through my retina, started to have different flavors, so Fear stopped executing everything that harms me. I also felt that it was important to overcome the fear of talking about physical blindness, to show people how fragile our eyes are.
Trying to understand the reason for physical blindness, I discovered that I fear the future and am attached to the past. However resigned to conquering personal enlightenment, without fear of unhappiness.